Salam...miss this blog of mine:-)...baru balik dr Sarawak,bercuti one week dengan suami tercinta n Family baru..:-) really enjoyed my olidayz...
Kuching...I've been there...hehe...it's funny..this is the first time..itupun lepas bergelar isteri kepada orang Kuching...;-) Thank u dear...coz bw jalan2..i'm so happy..my new family r very nice...Alhamdulillah...betapa banyak anugerah yang Allah berikan untuk saya...suami yang amat baik & keluarga baru yang mesra...
Mak, Abah, Abg Zul n Kak Liyana, kak Intan, Tasya (Si comel with lovely lesung pipit), kak Ni, Reen,Pak Wa, Usu...n yang lain. Nice to meet u all...Thanks atas layanan yang baik...hmm...i really hope i can speak sarawak..huhu..lambat skit nk pandai bahasa ni:-( but i'll try...
Ckp Sarawak quite lembut pada pendengaran sy n i like it..hehe...Tasya selalu bercerita..tapi selalu tak paham apa coz ckp srwk+pelat budak2...hehe...don't worry Tasya, nanti kita cerita2 lg ya...after auntie dah terer cakap sarawak.hihi...
Now back to my real life..esok gi keja..owh...tak siap lagi semak paper.huhu...got 2 do it;-)...miahaha...nanti will story more bout olidayz in kuching...
Now i really miss someone...siapakah dia?;-) but dear...i found this Tips from the book that i bought in Boulevard...it makes me strong...
"Doakan suami setiap masa. Doa mengeratkan roh anda dengan suami. Seterusnya membentuk kasih sayang yang mendalam dan berkekalan"
~ akan sentiasa kulakukan..Insyallah...moga hati kita sentiasa dekat walaupun jasad berjauhan...
Ya Allah yang maha Pengasih & Penyayang... Lindungilah suamiku dari sebarang perkara yang tidak baik... Tenangkan hatinya... Permudahkanlah urusannya... Sihatkanlah tubuh badannya... Teguhkanlah keimanannya... Ampunkanlah segala dosanya... Berilah Kekuatan kepadanya untuk melaksanakan segala kewajipannya... ~Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin~
Penat...takada mood..lemas...ohh...why it happen aa..lately...sy selalu rasa mcmtu..adakah disebabkan kerja yang menimbun...hmm...biasa mmg kerja sentiasa byk..huhu. Hmm...my husband said sebab kurang bersenam tu..hehe, i agree with u dear..mmg saya jarang bersenam skrg...hoho...sungguh tak patut kan;-)...mgkn juga sy byk fokus pada perkara-perkara negatif..nampaknya kena latih balik fikir positif nih...Mmg betul org cakap, motivasi kena renew selalu...kalo tak jadi macam ni la...huhu. Honestly...sy kurang suka berada dlm keadaan yang tak bermotivasi...asyik lemas saja.hoho...tentu Allah pun tak suka hamba-Nya lemah macam ni...
Last week sy baca blk buku pink by HM Tuah ..."Membina Hati bahagia"..hehe...ada sorang kawan nmpk..dia senyum semacam saja..erk..dalam hati saya berkata-kata..."mesti dia ingt sy tak bahagia...". So, dengan nada bergurau...i told her..."eh, saya bahagia skrg...jgn risau...hehe...tapi suka buku ni..boleh motivate kita...".haha..dia senyum lagi...oh! takapala...Walau apa sekalipun, saya mesti kembali bersemangat...hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk dijalani dengan lemas dan lembam...dan saya tak mahu kekal sebegitu...
"Esok belum tentu matahari masih mencerah merah..entah-entah sudah padam di kelopak mata kita" -HM Tuah
(The art of Pin Kayu...bring the Islamic message..dedicated to myself...)
Alhamdulillah...i wear it(hijab/tudung) since primary 2...Really love this song..it's shows how lucky i am..ada saudara seagama saya yang berjuang untuk memakainya...betapa bertuahnya saya..coz i can wear it freely...HIJAB is my identity..and i'm proud of it...
I still remember..one day, i was only 9 years old that time..i enter an audition for school choir team..hehe..u know what..i was selected..which is not easy to be selected(haha...i think so..n i really want it) unfortunately..i have to wear a skirt..which is for sure i cannot wear hijab..(i'll look funny wearing hijab with skirt)
So, what did i do..i ask permission from my mum..not to wear hijab once in my lifetime..only for the choir performance at our "Hari Penyampaian Hadiah". Hoho...no matter how hard i ask..my mum still stick to her answer..which is absolutely "NO"...i cried..she explained to me why i cannot do that...i promise to her that it would be the first and last time..."please mum..only this time..i promise..i already join the training session...please...please..." and the answer is still the same.."NO"...you can join if u want but never put-off ur hijab...off course i can't coz i was the only one wear a hijab..i already know skirt is the official uniform of the team. Finally, i didn't joined them...i also quit from the club...tapi itu tidak bermakna saya menjadi seorang yang sangat pasif...i was very active..in other field which i still can wear a hijab..mum's right...dunia ini penuh dengan peluang..terpulangla pada kita untuk memilih yang terbaik untuk diri kita...tanpa mengabaikan kewajipan pada Allah S.w.t..
But...i NEVER regret cause that little story remain in my heart until now...no matter what happen i cannot simply open my hijab...because it's my identity as a muslimah..it also can protect me...furthermore, it's COMPULSORY to all muslim women.thanks to mum 4 teach me that precious things...yes, i'm not perfect..got a lot of sins;-( ..Dear Allah...help me...to be closer to YOU..i still want be a good moslem...ampunkan dosa-dosaku Ya Allah...jauhilah aku dari sifat mazmumah...Ameen...
The 2nd story that thought me so much...it's from my ustaz (i can't recall his name..huhu)...it's very simple..but "sharp"...he asked all of us in that class...let say u want to buy a chili sauce...u saw one sauce without cover...do want to take it or u'll choose the one with cover? all of us answered at the same time..."NO"..we prefer the one with cover. Do u think anyone will take it? again..."NO"... ustaz say...Good...now u know the difference...get it? it's ur choice...to stand with hijab or not...ohh...i will remember this "sharp" chili sauce story...hehe
I would like 2 end this post with doa...Ya Allah, bantulah hamba-Mu yang lemah ini dan juga saudara-saudaraku untuk terus kuat melaksanakn kewajipan pada-Mu...Amin...
